get over?!

“You’ll get over it…” It’s the clichés that cause the trouble. To lose someone you love is to alter your life for ever. You don’t get over it because “it” is the person you loved. The pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never loses. How could it? This hole in my heart is in the shape of you and no-one else can fit it. Why would I want them to?”

— Jeanette Winterson

Monday morning

Jah, päike puhub ikka elu täiega sisse. Mul oli lihtsalt imeline nädalavahetus - pudeliposti leidmine-saatmine, päikeseloojangud mere kaldal, kitarr, piknik, tsill, suvalise rongiga suvakohta sõit, hommikukohvid SAS-i katusel, balti jaama shoppingud, päikesevõtt jne jne... Elu on elamist väärt! Ning täna hommikul tundub kõik veel imelisem kui tavaliselt. Järsku tuli nii palju põnevaid asju, mida mul on võimalus teha!!

Beginning of a new day

“This is the beginning of a new day. You have been given this day to use as you will. You can waste it or use it for good. What you do today is important because you are exchanging a day of your life for it. When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone forever; in its place is something that you have left behind… let it be something good”

- Unknown

Pudelipost.

Eile täitus üks minu unistustest - leidsime pudeliposti!
Üldse, eilne õhtu oli maagiline. Tsill. Ilus. Hea. Mõnus. Lõbus.





















"Tahtmata võrrelda või millestki kinni hoida või seda hetke meelde vajutada, ma lihtsalt viibisin avatud aupaklikkuses, kuni päike libises merre ja kadus..."

Võib-olla.

Kui pakutaks uus võimalus, siis läheks.

Kuidagi..

Kuidagi naljakas väsimus tuli täna õhtul peale, tahaks... tahaks... lihtsalt nii hetkeks olla:

Igal rännumehel..

Sattusin täna õhtul Eesti Arhitektuurimuuseumist mööda ning seal on just näitus "Igal majakal oma tuli". Aga minu lugemisoskus vedas mind natuke alt ning lugesin: "Igal matkajal oma tuli" - see kõlas ilusalt!

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Kui kõnelda üksainus kord

Kui kõnelda üksainus kord,
on vastutus nii suur,
et ükski sõna ei näi väärt,
et öelda.

Kui elada üksainus kord,
on võimalus nii suur,
et tardud
ning ta tummalt lased mööda.

-Doris Kareva





...inspireerib ikka ja alati!

Go outside

Lihtsalt, sest väljas on juba päris hea. Natuke peab küll teesklema, et soe oleks, aga varsti on päriselt!!

"Kadunud põlvkond" Jonathar Reed

Tean, et see võib olla šokeeriv:
"Õnn on meie sees"
On vale
"Raha teeb mind õnnelikuks"
Nii et 30 aasta pärast ma ütlen oma lastele
Et nad ei ole mu elus kõige tähtsamad
Mu tööandja teab, et
Mul on õiged prioriteedid, sest
Töö
On tähtsam kui
Perekond
Ma tean, et
Ükskord
Perekonnad püsivad koos
Aga see pole meie ajastul tõsi
Praegu on kiirustamise-ühiskond
Tulevikueksperdid ütlevad, et
30 aasta pärast pühitsen ma oma lahutuse kümnendat aastapäeva
Ma ei usu, et
Ělan riigis, mille käekäiku saan ise kujundada
Tulevikus
Looduskeskkonna hävitamine on saanud normiks
Enam ei saa öelda, et
Mina ja mu sõbrad hoolivad meie planeedist
Selge on see, et
Meie põlvkond on ükskõikne
On rumal arvata, et
Lootust on
Ja see kõik läheb nii, kuni me ei vali vastupidist.





JA NÜÜD LOE SEDA TEKSTI ALT ÜLES; SEDA USUN MINA!

"Ja ma lasen sul rännata lõputut teed, sest ma tean, et sa tuled, et oled ja jääd. Sooja päikese enese poeg!"

Charlie Chaplin on his 70th birthday: As I Began to Love Myself

As I began to love myself I found that anguish and emotional suffering are only warning signs that I was living against my own truth.
Today, I know, this is “AUTHENTICITY“.

As I began to love myself I understood how much it can offend somebody as I try to force my desires on this person, even though I knew the time was not right and the person was not ready for it, and even though this person was me.
Today I call it “RESPECT“.

As I began to love myself I stopped craving for a different life, and I could see that everything that surrounded me was inviting me to grow.
Today I call it “MATURITY“.

As I began to love myself I understood that at any circumstance, I am in the right place at the right time, and everything happens at the exactly right moment, so I could be calm.
Today I call it “SELF-CONFIDENCE“.

As I began to love myself I quit steeling my own time, and I stopped designing huge projects for the future. Today, I only do what brings me joy and happiness, things I love to do and that make my heart cheer, and I do them in my own way and in my own rhythm.
Today I call it “SIMPLICITY“.

As I began to love myself I freed myself of anything that is no good for my health – food, people, things, situations, and everything the drew me down and away from myself. At first I called this attitude a healthy egoism.
Today I know it is “LOVE OF ONESELF“.

As I began to love myself I quit trying to always be right, and ever since I was wrong less of the time.
Today I discovered that is “MODESTY“.

As I began to love myself I refused to go on living in the past and worry about the future. Now, I only live for the moment, where EVERYTHING is happening.

Today I live each day, day by day, and I call it “FULFILLMENT“.

As I began to love myself I recognized that my mind can disturb me and it can make me sick. But As I connected it to my heart, my mind became a valuable ally.
Today I call this connection “WISDOM OF THE HEART“.

We no longer need to fear arguments, confrontations or any kind of problems with ourselves or others. Even stars collide, and out of their crashing new worlds are born.

Today I know THAT IS “LIFE“!